*sigh* i fail

righto, my little blog monkeys.

want to know some annoying??

i MISSED the deadline to enter for the london marathon next year.

i am not a happy bunny

¬¬

however.

musn't let the silly things get me down.

we finish school soon.

well, i say finish

we break up for study leave.

i see it as a good and as a bad thing.

i know, that moving to different schools means im going to see less of my friends, especially as now one has moved to rainham (and i am not walking all that way to see her)

however, being around each other constantly i think means we are all starting to get on each other's nerves slightly. we're developing more into our interests and becoming more defined persons with sometimes contradicting views. don't get me wrong, i love these girls to pieces but even with the ones you love, you sometimes just need some space to break away and try something different.

but anyway

the issue of prom is casting a small shadow over me at the moment.

why?

one word.

dress.

i really have NO idea what to wear. originally it was a purple lace, A-line skirt combo. then it was something 50's style, cherry print included. then it became a shift dress. and now i think i've decided on what i want to go for

brace yourself

im going to try a feminine.

i was thinking, black tights, slip on black vans ( i can't be bothered to fart ass around in uncomfortable heels all night) and a black a-line prom dress with a gold net skirt underneath. i am cool toned, however i have a really cute gold necklace i want to wear.

it has an owl on XD

but yeah, i quite like how that looks in my head.

im just hoping it comes together in reality, otherwise i really am screwed idea wise.

moving on

the SUN HAS COME OUT!!!!!!

on with the factor 50, off with the parka.

im ready to embrace the warmth.

i use really high sun factor cream for 3 reasons.

1 → i burn REALLLLLLLY easily

2→ i like being pale, and its not worth the agony of burnt skin for a light golden glow

3→ im paranoid about skin cancer - i have a lot of moles.

im also looking forward to my hopeful escapades this summer too.

toy story 3, and toy story in 3D is coming out. im apparently being dragged into a room full of waxwork models (i pity the fool who lets me hold onto them) and apparently a picnic is going to happen. im also hopefully going up to bluewater with a friend to take some photo's a be vain for the day because im starting to gain something i think most therapists call self confidence

XD

so it's looking up!!!

have fun. enjoy your week. make the most out of it.

xx